XO Erotica

Thought I’d contribute to the ongoing discussions on the subject. First off, I LOVE my husband of 6 years very much. I am very attracted to him and we get along great. I love to do sexual things with himalot. I enjoy giving oral way more than receiving! I am 31, in great shape, like to dress sexy, ex-stripper/dancer, smart, responsible, can cook. I am very open sexually also, I used to only date girls and still love feamales too! So, why doesn’t my husband want to have sex with me more than 2 or 3 times a MONTH?????
When wwe do, it’s usually awesome and I “get mine” most of the time, just from penetration\intercourse. It’s the only way I can get fully satisfied! But I would love to get naked and dirty everyday, but 2-3 times a week would probably be enough:) I wish he was more interested in sex in general, he doesn’t even look at porn!!! I really do not beleive he has ever cheated, I could be wrong, but just really don’t get that vibe at all. Plus he always wants to spend his free time with me and never has any suspicious call or emails……No drug use, just a high level, stressful job and lots of pain from an old injury on his ankle. I WISH he wanted me to bring home another girl, or have sex in public, in the car, try anal even, watch porn together, make a video. I don’t fucking care, I just want more XXX in my life!
I really do not want to cheat on him, he is such a great husband overall and I reallly want HIM! But, I am really not satisfied with our sex life, and it’s been going on for a couple years now. I keep wondedring what it would be like to have a very discreet, hot, nasty affair! Or maybe a nice sugar daddy who is also married……Or a really hot young guy………I really don’t want to do anything bad, but I am so afraid I will be tempted and then I will pay the price. My husband has made it very clear early on that unfaithfulness would be a deal breaker. I never have cheated, not even flirted with another guy or girl even. I don’t want to lose eveything!
What should I do???? I do have a toy BTW, but I really need the real thing!